I'm still in disbelief that i am pregnant?

Well I'm nearly 32 weeks pregnant and i look ti and feel it and everything, bought everything i need for the baby, got my hospital bag packed. But i still feel like i can't believe i am going to be a mummy. Or that i will really have a baby to hold by the end of this! loll. I also worry that maybe i wont be a good mother and not know what to do. Will my baby even love me lol. Just weird and scary thoughts, what should i do?? Is this normal to feel? I just really want to have my baby in my arms.